I am so emotional right now, and I don’t know why. I’ve went to the city center to apply the Visa to Macau today, but I was told I can’t do this until I get the real copy of the permission from the government of Macao. Therefore, I wasted a half day. I should have called to them first. I was worried about my future. It seems that I am left behind by my friends at the same age....

When I turn to the English channel, it seems that I don’t know what to say. What do I need to do tomorrow, I only have about 2 months to prepare for the test. I need to build connections with all that I have learned. I practice tying these days. I bought a new keyboard with the blue profile.

I asked a question about English grammar on Quora. Then I received lots of professional answers.

Today I have exercised for 9 minutes in the morning. Then I read New Concept English in the bathroom. After that, I read a TED story about a magician holding his breath for 17 minutes. The story is about how to push himself to the limit. I am touched by his experience. If someone can do it, I can do it too. The only thing is to practice. Today I am tired because I didn’t sleep well at night....

I try to record my life using English from now on until I pass the IELTS 7.0. I’m going to use simple words to write down what I am thinking. Today I talk to many people. The first one is Mr. Cai. I ask him when can I go to Macau. And he says, I will go to register on 1st of July if everything goes well. This information is good for me because I can use this period to prepare IELTS examination once more....

今天我看了Devaslife的Medium文章讲他是如何一步步走到现在的。他花了三年的时间才有十万的粉丝。他的视频风格我真的很喜欢。首先是要问自己是否愿意看自己的拍的视频，我非常同意他的观点。试着去拍各种风格的视频，坚持下去是最重要的。还有一点很重要的是你得自己享受现在的生活这样才能够将这份热爱传递出去。过好自己的每一天。问自己你想要以一种什么样的方式生活下去? 我很喜欢我现在的电脑桌面，很简洁优雅。透明的背景好像有一种穿越桌面的魅力。今天有好好地吃饭，生活。不错的日子。