Get frustrated

I got frustrated these days because the boring stuffs like setting the Linux environments for programming have costed me great amount of time. Thing I thought they would be solved quickly took more than I expected. I underestimated many things. Another thing that makes me sad is I can’t concentrated these days since Mr. Wang came back from Taiwan. Even though I paid much attention to the politics. I distracted a lot from these freedom things. However, what I can do is so little. This kind of feeling is not good. The feeling that I can’t control the inner child is so bad. I want to control my life, I want to organize my life in a good way. In the Philosophy of Science course, I cannot express myself, this feeling also makes me feel sad. I know it needs some time to improve, still I feel bad. If I cannot use English as much as I can, how can I improve. So I decide writing using English. It’s a another way of thinking and a path to get out of the confort zone. I know there is a long way to go. Fuck the inner child.