Vappu was good. I had very good time yesterday walking around Helsinki. The
weather was bright and pleasant. I bought myself a flower at this special
occasion. I tried to understand what needs to be celebrated. For me, it seems
nothing need to be celebrated. But no, life itself is enough for celebration.
Sometime, I’m too harsh on myself. Even there’s indeed a THING happening, like a
paper got published or got accepted from Aalto, another voice in my head always
comes out and telling me its nothing. I know that all the thoughts cannot
represent me. I know all this things. Sometimes it takes control of me when I
have a gragile heart.
